Hello;
Would you like to acknowledge my presence?
To remind yourself that I do exist; To feel that I am not as apathetic as I wish I was.
When the cloak of darkness covers us, I am a helpless soul.
Owning tickets to a show I don't even want to watch.
And as if that's not crushing enough, guess what?
I HAVE VIP PASSES COMPLETE WITH FRONT ROW SEATS and the next day, I get to meet the stars and Id smile. For I am alright. For I should be alright.
Tell me when does one master apathy?
How old should we be until we could watch the story of our own tragedy unfold before us and not feel a thing? No, it's not self defense. I say it's self preservation and a dire need for salvation.
Yes, I don't want to feel.
And I want to be able to say I don't care. Say it and MEAN IT.
If I'd be 5years old again, and a grown-up asks me what I want to be when I grow up,
now I know that the safest answer would be:
When I grow up, I want to be numb. Because I want to live.
And I don't want to hurt.
But then again that's just me. And most of the things I aspire for are mostly bull. HAHA. :)
G'Evening, Mortal. :)
Would you like to acknowledge my presence?
To remind yourself that I do exist; To feel that I am not as apathetic as I wish I was.
When the cloak of darkness covers us, I am a helpless soul.
Owning tickets to a show I don't even want to watch.
And as if that's not crushing enough, guess what?
I HAVE VIP PASSES COMPLETE WITH FRONT ROW SEATS and the next day, I get to meet the stars and Id smile. For I am alright. For I should be alright.
Tell me when does one master apathy?
How old should we be until we could watch the story of our own tragedy unfold before us and not feel a thing? No, it's not self defense. I say it's self preservation and a dire need for salvation.
Yes, I don't want to feel.
And I want to be able to say I don't care. Say it and MEAN IT.
If I'd be 5years old again, and a grown-up asks me what I want to be when I grow up,
now I know that the safest answer would be:
When I grow up, I want to be numb. Because I want to live.
And I don't want to hurt.
But then again that's just me. And most of the things I aspire for are mostly bull. HAHA. :)
G'Evening, Mortal. :)
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